Sleep or Be Sick!

All day long it seems like I only do 1 of 2 things.
Sleep of be sick.
Personally I would rather sleep all day than be sick.
I worked 12 1/2 hour shifts on Sunday and Monday so I didn't get to do the sleep all day thing! When I don't get enough sleep it seems like my morning sickness is so much worse than when I get a decent amount. I went to work on probably 5 hours of sleep...maybe. Work makes it really hard to keep food down. Being a cook I have to smell many many different things and those smells do not always agree with my stomach :/
Needless to say going to work surrounded by weird smells on not enough sleep is a bad idea!
Tuesday I felt great most of the day though!! It was wonderful! I slept in til 11! So I had lots and lots of sleep! I had to work a 4 hour shift (sad day :( I hate for hour shifts they're kinda pointless). Seeing as I got lots of sleep though the smells didn't try and kill me! yay!

I can't decided if the need to be sick is going away or getting worse most of the time. Hopefully I'm getting to the point in my pregnancy where it will be gone to! Not likely but a girl can hope can't she!

Severe Food Aversion

I didn't know food aversion was a pregnancy symptom but apparently it is :/
But my problem is the only times I've ever heard of it really were cases where pregnant women started avoiding foods they used to like but didn't anymore. My problem is I feel like avoiding all food. I don't crave anything ever. Not since i got pregnant. I used to eat all day, I would snack on things mostly but lately I get hungry but I don't want anything! it makes it really hard to eat :(
I'll be sick half the day because I'm hungry but don't want to eat so I can't find anything to eat that looks appetizing at all and the other half sick because of the baby. This situation sucks! I know I need to eat and I know I need to eat healthy but food is just not appealing :(
But don't worry I force myself to eat even when absolutely nothing sounds or looks good. If I don't eat the baby doesn't eat and we can't have that.

the symptoms

Oh boy, I don't know whether I didn't think I would get the normal pregnancy symptoms or if I just thought they wouldn't come this soon.

I worked a 12 1/2 hour shift at work tonight and boy did they show up. I felt like throwing up half the day. It's kind of hard to work when you want to just' be sitting down settling your stomach, but sadly I couldn't do that there were people to feed.

For a while my stomach felt so tight I had to sit down and do nothing it hurt to move :/

But honestly I think the worst one is that my boobs hurt all the time and they have for a while, that's originally why I suspected I was pregnant in the first place. They hurt when I walk, they hurt when I move, they hurt when I'm doing nothing. It sucks major and it makes it very hard to do things!

Oh well I guess these are just the things you have to put up with to bring a beautiful baby into your family :))
I can't wait!! Our first doctors appointment is in June and we'll get to find out when the baby is due! I'm very excited!!

Off to bed I go I suppose another at least 12 hour shift tomorrow. how fun.

The Day We've Been Waiting For!!

On Wednesday May 2, 2012 I came home from work and took a test. A very important test. You guessed it a pregnancy test. Actually two of them.

yes those are positive signs!!

 I only had a suspicion of what was going on. Honestly I didn't know for sure though.

I found out about 8 o'clock that night and had about 2 hours to adjust to the information before Travis got home from work and I told him.

Oh boy, you would have thought he got hit by a train! Not in a bad way, he was just in major shock and I mean major shock! 

It's wonderful news! We are super excited and can't wait to find out when our baby will be here!!

Don't know how far along may 5, 2012

I guess I can start now!

I made this blog when Travis and I first got married, but I have yet to post in it!

I guess I can start now!

There's a lot going on in our lives right now and its very exciting!

I love my husband and I love my life!

more to come here about our lives I'm sure ;)